Jim McIntosh OAM

(1913-2003)
GRANDPA
I remember first when I was small,
tall, and straight backed my Grandpa was,
Always fiddling in his shed.

A shrine of sorts
to the building of things,
with those enormous, gentle hands.

His sneezes
were like the very thunder of God.
Kabooom
like a rifle shot.

and you'd know
that a very large heart indeed
(at least V8)
must be revved up full throttle
behind such a powerful force.

About his hair,
I used to wonder why occasionally, it wasn't there,
but mostly I just saw his hat
which sat
proudly on his head.
Like an old friend
accompanying him always

whether driving his ford
taking me to school
fixing the vic mower
with some precision tool
or sitting at the stern
of the old orange dinghy
me bouncing in the middle,
hoping to catch as many fish as he.

My Grandpa didn't say many words
but he spoke purely and true.
It was a language even animals knew.
A purring tomcat
the family dog.
Or that Kookaburra,
that used to come back every year
for a bit of meat
on the fence post
at the Blue House.
And Grandpa would say,
"here he comes, watch him kids, he'll grab it right out of your hand."

Grandpa was always there
it seems right from the beginning of this town.
His memories came
before television screens
when stories were remembered.
And he was always there
at our table end
on occasions of celebrations to lend,
(upon the third glass of wine)
amazing tales of the doings of women and men
and we'd all try and re tell the story later
but forget the who, the why and the when

He was a man of few words,
but upon a visit
that was in no hurray
a door would open
and I could glimpse back
for a few moments
to the days before the lake
to a boy who used to pedal wherever he went
who'd fetch the milk when he was sent

He one time was amazed to see,
the biggest bloody bonfire you ever saw
burning at the top of Mt Ainslie..
Later on,
he began to talk about the war
and I would struggle to understand,
to hear the sounds of grenades and gunfire
to comprehend the terror he saw
that gave his eyes a faraway look.

But he came home
and built this town
to lay foundations and forgive.
He was able to live with that great pain
and love only greater.

All for simple things,
dinner in front of the 6 o'clock news
arguing in gusts, upon his worldly views
giggling at the modern world, finding it absurd
and when asked if he'd like some cake
he would reply "My word!"
My Grandpa was a man of many strengths
of which he'd tell you none
but anyone who'd spent time with him
would have loved him for every one.